Well no one could accuse you of cowardice? Being a limp dicked loser slutty boy, maybe. But not a coward.
Think of a child with a toy. Sometimes it plays with it
incessantly, sometimes it's discarded. Sometimes the child will think
of new and inventive games to play with its toy and sometimes a child
will take out its anger on the toy, smashing it, trampling on it and
throwing it against the wall
Your 'relationship' with me, your Mistress is very similar.
Don' make any mistake here. You won't be a toy like a teddy bear,
being the grateful recipient of cuddles and kisses and the object of
affection: IN YOU DREAMS FUCKWIT!! No, you'll be a genuine plaything, a
toy to try things out on.
How your Mistress plays with her 'toys' depends very much on mood. Just
as a child's mood can swing in a moment so can hers. And you don't have
to do anything wrong to make her swing from a good mood into a bad one.
She'll do it because she can and because she wants to.
And you would be forgiven for thinking that the best strategy would be to keep her in a good mood and avoid her temper.
Hmmmm. Not that simple Pindick!
You see, a child in a bad mood will swat a fly or throw its toys
against a wall; but a child in a cheerful mood who is of a particularly
sadistic disposition will pull the wings off a fly and stick pins in it.
When Mistress is in a playful mood that's the time to be
terrified. If she's in a bad temper, sure she'll kick your balls and
whip you out of frustration and anger, but if she wants to 'play' with
you then say your prayers. She'll strap you down and look deep into
your eyes - almost lovingly - as she applies one evil torture after
another. It might be with needles or with electrics or her cigarette.
Whatever it is, she'll take her time and laugh and smile as you feel
the pain gradually increase. This is a woman who can actually climax
from the screams of her victims, her sadism is so attuned and
developed. And the amaxing and wonderful thing for you is that as you
lie there, wishing you had never been born her beautiful face will gaze
down at you with love and warmth in her eyes. Because at the moment of
climax she'll be in love; not with you but with the pain you're
enduring for her.
Some people's idea of perfect happiness is to sip champagne,
sitting on a balcony overlooking the ocean. Some people's is to
make love to the sound of a favourite song in front of a roaring log
fire. Romantic images aren't they? And that's how Mistress feels about
'playing' with her 'playthings'. Her idea of perfect happiness is to
drive a man to the point of breakdown with pain, torment and fear.
And your idea of perfect happiness? Don't kid youself with any of
the romantic shit. Your idea of perfect happiness is your Mistress
doing these things to you.
And she will. Lovingly, relentlessly, mercilessly. It's why you love her and why you're going to text the word
In the first instance you may contact me by texting just the single word: PAIN to 69166.
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